RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just imagine how anxious i felt before taking results. everyone else is taking it on time but the 3 of us (danica,sam and i)

my hands shivers when i sign the form and everything and we went to a corner to open up the paper and i shouted for joy as i got want i wanted which is all pass. then shortly after that only i checked for the grades. wow.. i was really happy that i passed all my papers.

then after that we went for yam cha and hang around at summit... its fun because its been awhile we didn't hang together....

i will not enclosed anyone's results here since its PnC.
as for mine.. i got 1 a and 3 b... thats all...

now stressed about making decisions to apply uni and all... haih...

outburst!!!!!!!!!

today its really not my F***ing day la...

first at work its just like crap. i din have mood to start off and then the first call itself its an escalation call. its such a bad note to start work with. in addition to it, no one seem to care bout helping in work except some of them la but when i need help they're not free all the time. then frankly i feel like crap with some of my colleagues. used to be close and happy working together. and because of the ranking and other reasons that i am unsure of, we became enemy or at least not friends. i really hate it when ppl take it like i wanna beat them for the sake of winning. then some of them will pretend to lose just to make me feel better. pls u're not doing me a favor. and u think u're a better person doing so, pls forget it. to me u're an idiot. only idiots will not make a full advantage of wat is infront of him/her. i just wanna let go of everything today. i felt so like shit keeping it in me and pretend to like every single person in the world. its not that i wanna create trouble but pls get some brains. sometimes jokes oso some ppl wanna be so serious about. like stupid bitches only.

then come home and hope for it to stop. but that's not the case. i had to quarrel with Y.K.W. why is it so hard to communicate lately. it is me or is it everyone else? i feel as though those who understood me dont know who am i anymore. and because of that i don even think i know myself anymore. its like tmr is result day and the thing you at least could do is just go through it with me instead of being a pain in my ass right. y is it so hard to understand me. i am not really good in english but i don think i am that bad till ppl could not understand me in a simple conversation. i really hate it when ppl don understand me and keep repeating the same idiotic things. sometimes, its not that i want to get angry its just that if i don yell or scold ppl wouldn't take me seriously. its CRAP!!!!!!!!!

FIRST EVER TAG THAT I AM DOING!!!!!

this tag post have been withdrawn due to some mistake and will be reposted if i manage to solve it...!!! hehe don blame me i dont really know how to do tags =(

money, money, money....

money is such an important "tool" in our lives without it life is just difficult, doable but difficult. i recently got my full pay from working a full month. of course work wasn't easy but the satisfaction you get when you get the money is like a child in an amusement park, at least to me it is =). how money can bring so much "colours" into my life is just so incredible. to some ppl money is not very important. maybe because they didn't had much hard time finding them. and to some its just as important as everything else because without money there isn't any food nor there will be clothing and shelter. i don't really know why money is that important to me. maybe because i am always deprived of my needs and i always have desire that are hard to fulfill. for some they can always impressed their parents and they will get what they want as a reward. i have never had that apportunity since UPSR. since then, my family had alot of financial and also family crisis. so to fulfill my wants and needs i usually save or work for it. this is the reason why my decisions may defer compared to others my age. but now that i have worked, i don't blame my dad for not supplying things that other kids might have because i know how hard it is to get money. as i said i just got my full pay (only my friends will know how much..heheh) now wats left in the bank is less then 15% of the pay. thats how fast money could go. i had to pay alot of things and that's how i know life is not as easy as it looks.


ps: here's some of the things i spent my cash on....ice cream!!!!!!!!!

no reason....

....went out with danica after work. was supposed to stay at home but we ended up going to pyramid together. took us almost half an hour to actually find a parking that day and finally we got 1 in the rooftop. then we head on to shops hoping that we could find something to buy but we failed to do so. then we have a sudden crave for sushi so headed to SAKAE and these are some of the dishes we had....we were so full that we had to pack some of it...




then out of our expectations... when we're about to get into the car at the rooftop, we were stop by the security. at first we were very confused and danica even said maybe someone died. but actually that was't the case. the rooftop was used as a platform to release the fireworks. this is the first time i saw a fireworks show right infront of my face. so here's a vid of it... so i can say that out day ended with a bang!!!

picnic???? fun....

ytd i went out with my friends for dinner at piccadilly's ( if i didn't spell it wrongly) and it was great. besides the fact that we are always fun to hang with but the food was great too. i had the best carbonara that i have ever eaten there. 1 thing bad about that place is that the food comes very slowly. maybe its cause by the packed restaurant. as usual after the outing was coming to an end. we planned for the next one because most of them will be outstation for a very long time and it will be awhile before we get to see each other again after this. so guess where is our next outing going to be??? ITS AT THE ZOO NEGARA!!!!!!!!!! how fun is that. you get to be in a zoo with your friends just chillin out and after that we will be going to have a picnic in taman tasik titiwangsa. just the sound of it makes me jumping inside. its sounds so 'ang mo' like with the picnic and the zoo outing. cant wait to go and i will try to get photos and upload it on my blog... so for now i just have to wait... cheers...!

stupid callers...

today was a very bad day at work. 90% of my calls are complaints and enquiries. the thing that bugs me the most is they talk alot when they only need to tell me the main problem and what is the outcome they wish. instead, they wanna tell their grandma's stories then only tell the problem. those calls really hurt my AHT(average handling time). higher AHT means lower commisions. its bad enough that i don't have enough sales, my AHT is so high that it doesn't really matter if i have any sales or not.

then there was a caller, an australian, thinks that he was the king of the world. just because is ang mo, that doesn't give him the right to scream or curse at other ppl. they themselves are rude but they keep saying that other ppl are rude to them. and they can't understand english for goodness sake. what is so hard to understand a sentence that has been repeated to you for over 10 times... IDIOT... i hate those kind of callers..

despite all that, i still have some sales for today and my day at work ended in a high note when my last 2 calls are sales calls and they were very nice. i hate talking to australian guys!!!! just reinforcing my point that australian guys are very rude.... hope i have a better day tmr..

working life...

have been working for a few weeks now.. starting to get a hang of the culture of the work place. made friends with some of the seniors and just felt more like home at work. unfortunately, the system is going to be change just when we're getting use to the old one. which means we have to start all over again from scratch. starting from next week our batch of trainees will be separated into 2 groups and we will soon be under different TL. i sure hope that we stay as close as before but i doubt that will happen. just the same as school when we say stay friends forever and after that we couldn't be bothered about others. so this weekend will be a long off for me as i am going to start work on tuesday only. so i can just rest and hope that i am still ok with the system=) its been awhile that i haven't blog, i felt like i have lost the touch or passion to blog.. but i will still blog and find the lost passion and keep updating my blog as much as i can... anyways take care and all the best in life~!!!!!

shopped for 3 days!!!

went out to shop in various places for 3 days straight... such as summit, pyramid, sungai wang and times square. bought a few things that i have long for. like shoes and bag... here are a pic of things i have bought. although simple but i am satisfied.. spent almost RM300 on all the things but i think its worth it..


Just bought the bag today actually... went out with Eugene and Ryan today. Was initially suppose to buy things from either "lalaland" or "lalaworld" in human language is times square or sungai wang.. but there isn't anything there to buy so we head on back to sunway pyramid. walked for almost a day and i just got myself a bag.. quite sad when come to think of it..

most of the shops in times square and sungai wang was closed due to cny so there's nothing much to see... but there is 1 incident that got Ryan and i laughing..as we walked pass the "market" area in the centre of sungai wang, there's this indian lady buying t-shirts for her son or someone else.. then suddenly she just walk to eugene and measure the shirt on eugene as if he was her son or grandson or wtv.. and eugene cant do anything but to just stand and let her do so...hahah... it was hilarious and she even spoke like as though she was asking eugene if he likes it... damn freaking funny la... so thats all that happened today..

Happy Chinese new Year!!!!!!!!!

happy chinese new year ppl... may you have a healthy and prosperous life ahead... be well!!!!!!!

after 2 weeks of work

at first i thought this was the best place to work. cool ppl that dont judge you, cool place where everyone is friendly and good environment. but after 2 weeks i realize that ppl are still ppl even if they're in another place. there will be back-stabbing, bitching around and even verbal discrimination. obviously i am 1 of the victim that's y i am claiming this fact ( duh..) its ok if they want to talk about someone but to me there's a certain limit to it. this is not high school where the bitch is always bitching around and bullying the nerds and the jocks bullying the geeks. i just feel really uncomfortable with some of them now. thats 1 of the reason that make me so freaking tired at work ( bad aura..) next week we'll be assigned to a new group, a smaller one. i just hope that i don't end up in the same group as 'them'.

about work there's nothing much. this 2 weeks is just for us to learn about the system and the product. and basically we learnt a bit and we talked alot... it was fun despite all that negative things. but from next week on its going to be work work work...! so wish me luck....hahaha

first day!

went to work for the first day... it wasnt really work. it was just a "orientation" and a get along with ppl session. basically we heard the CEO datin Mona. it was quite boring for me, the talk, but some may think its inspiring. then we played some name game and just talked alot with the others. it was really fun as it wasn't even working. the more interesting is that we are needed to wear our pyjamas to work tmr. I was shocked when i heard that. i mean you're supposed to work not slp so why ur pj's man. but who bothered asking. we are all wearing our pj's whether we like it or not. It is weird but cool at the same time. Its like we're in college or uni where they have themed-days. so looking forward to see everyone in their pj's. i think i will see more things than usual tmr, if u know wat i mean....hahhaa.

sweet...

My 19th bday will be one of those that will stay in my heart for a very very long time. Nvr in my life that most of my friends and family members wished me. I felt so touch when i received all that sms-es and calls from almost everyone. I was seriously happy.. As for my dad, not 1 bday he wouldn't quarrel with me. Though i hope it will one day change but its no biggy. There's 1 down-side to this bday, I was sick after lunch with my friends till now. only now i have a little strenght to go online check my mails and update my blog. To those who i didn't reply the msges i am so sorry but i really am unable to do so. That's all..try to keep it short due to my lack of health...see ya ppl..

Last day being 18....

I was often asked "what do i want for my bday?" or " how do i wanna celebrate my bday?". I am sure most of u get these questions too.

Having gone through so many things, the most precious and important thing to me is life. In other words, anything for my bday would make me happy because i already have the best thing which is life. Of course there are things (objects) that i would love to have but it won't meant much to me. At least not more than memories, friendship, and other life-related things. So for those who are planning to get me something or even got me something, it doesn't really matter what the present is because i will be happy receiving it. The thought of ppl buying me presents could have been the best gift i can have. For those who aren't getting me anything, its fine. A simple wish would be enough to put a smile on my face.

As for how to celebrate, a simple gathering (happy one) would have been enough. Spending time with family and friends would meant the world to me. Relationship to me is more important than fancy parties. That's why i always try to get my friends together at one gathering where i can spend time with all of them ( at least most of them) but if cant then i will settle for the best. Just a simple and happy life is what i ask for in 2009.

Cant wait for my bday. Hopefully no anger involved through out the day!!!!!!!!

Gonna work soon.... Yay!!!!!

Went to an interview on monday. Turned up late at the office because weren't really familiar with PJ. Despite all that, I got a job. I will be working in PJ starting from 12 of JAn. Its a contact center called SalesForce. The environment there is really nice. everyone seem to be happy all the time and friendly too. All i got to do is just sit my butt down for 8 hours and just talk on the phone. Sounds easy but its not. We are estimated to received at least 70 calls in a day. When i heard that i was like... WHAt!!!!! but come to think of it, It's a contact center so its suppose to be like that. Besides, i will be working with my friends and hopefully know more cool and friendly ppl. Thats it about my job, i will add once i start working.

P.s. I wanna thank Ryan Lim for introducing me to this job and i am very blessed.

it's just not right....

since my last post, everything has been turning worse. i have had interviews turned bad.

I went to 1 interview in celebrity fitness for the consultant post. I personally felt that the interview is just a waste of time. She, the manager, kept asking irrelevant questions such as " why is my results for maths is A and yet my add maths i got c?" and she also kept making assumptions like i will be working for a very short term and also the fact that i am an egoistic man. I felt so angry when being interviewed by her. To add to my frustration i had to talk to her, basically repeating the same things, for almost an hour.

It is just so hard to find for a decent job nowadays. I have sent out my resumes and yet i didn't get any call-back from any of the companies. This coming tuesday, we'll be going for an interview in PJ. I do hope that i get the job and hopefully that the pay is good. I feel so tired from all this looking-for-job thing. Sigh......

Some of you may know that my birthday is just around the corner. But i don't really feel that excited about it. Some of my friends have planned a sleepover and just a full day of fun, just a few of us. That's not the problem. The thing is my dad is making a big fuss. to him i should be at home for my birthday and just wait for the family dinner. Why can't i just go out with my friends before that. It's not like i am going to abandon my family. After trying to reason with him so quite awhile then he said ok as long as i am on time for dinner. Then i feel a little better. Another thing that is at the top of my mind is that i have too many groups of friends that don't get along. Which means i have to devide my time to celebrate with all of them. Even though some of them don't mind, but i just feel bad that some of them have to celebrate with me later or even on another day. Sometimes i feel like having a birthweek instead of a birthday..hahah ( how i wish..)

Whatever it is, I do hope that every single plan/party/outing that my friends have planned for me is bless and just go as plan.

P.s. I would like to say thank you to all my friends for all the christmas wishes and blessings.

Christmas Is Here!!!!!!!

yesterday went to 3 interviews and guess what.... i was offered all 3 jobs. But there is a downside to that news. i am not going to accept any of them. Why? because they're paying me too low so i am still on a hunt for jobs=)

Christmas is coming and i dont really feel that it's Christmas. This year my family just don't have the mood to celebrate. we are going to church and all but there isn't any festive mood. Even so, i have received 2 presents already from my dad and my aunt Liz.

Received this from dad... it cost RM6300

received this from aunt..It's cufflings flown from Hong Kong
Dunno how much it cost... too expensive to handle =P

Hopefully the xmas spirit will come tmr... anyways my friends will be having a gathering this weekend. I do want to attend it on time... i can't confirm but just to try my best. To EVERYONE may you and your loved ones have a very merry Christmas and a happy NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!

nervous...=(

finally after weeks being jobless, a chance for me to be hired has come. Obviously its just a chance not a confirmed thingy.

Today, i was checking the Classified for any vacancies that are around Subang or anywhere nearby. Then i saw this ad wanting customer service consultant. After thinking for awhile, i just called up to ask about the job. Without any chances of asking what i wanted to ask, i was ask to go for the interview tomorrow. the only thing the lady ask me is my age and my whereabouts.

i called Danica right after i hang up. We were planning to get jobs together. Then i called Ryan Lim and told him about it too =) Danica came over in the evening and discuss with me about the job vacancy. KNowing me, a blurr kid, she didn't get much info out of me. So i guess she is going to call the office again tomorrow morning to ask for the info.

I am actually quite nervous because this is actually the first time i am attending an 'official' interview. Hopefully i do well in it. I sure hope that they will need more than 1 worker... hehe.
Anyways, wish us luck!!!!! =p

my holidays (so far)

i recently returned from Kuching and i felt like as if i have been there for ages. It was fun being here(Subang) again because i miss my friends so much. Even so, i didn't have the chance to meet up with all of them yet. was suppose to search for job but was too busy with other stuff. Hopefully i will complete my CV latest by sunday so i could send it to potential employers.

i just came back from Time Squarre, and i felt as though i came back from china or japan. Its seriously 'lala' to the max. all the stuff there is similar no matter what shop you go in to. i went there to watch the caroling performed by my fellow friends. it was really nice even though not much audiences supported but to me it really was a success. Too bad i don't have any photos. so practically that's my life after STPM so far. hopefully it will change for the better.

happiest day of my life?? not at all!!!!!!!

today is my last day of exam. i was very happy at that moment when i passed up the exam papers and i see smiles everywhere. but actually i wasn't as happy (today) as i thought i am.

was supposed to hang out with my classmates/friends after the exam for the whole day. everything was planned way earlier even before the STPM exam started. But i have to spoil everything. I couldn't make it last minute because of some family matters to attend to. so i told ryan that i can't go. then sam and danica also bail out from that since i can't go then they rather go have lunch somewhere just the 2 of them. actually the plans includes PY but she had other plans since the original outing was canceled. i felt so bad because of me, the whole world can't have fun as it was planned to be.

then earlier today, after the exam, sam dropped me home and i was fine. then when i reach the doorstep of my house, my brother asked me to help him type a letter to hand to a legal firm. from typing letter to delivery and faxing. i thought today i could relax and just chill but who am i kidding. if my life can be that relax then its not RAYMONDO's life. since i started helping my brother, then i thought, might as well just finish it without complains. but my dad had to add 'oil' to the raging anger in me. i was suppose to go to the shoop to fax by myself but my dad had to make such a big fuss and keep nagging. then fine i went with him even though both of us don't even know that place. so it's like the blind leading the blind. finally i found the place and did all that i have to do.

i just thought, why is my life so miserable. i cant even have fun for a day after my exams? why? no one can answer that... all i could do is just to express my feelings in my "faithful" blog. tonight was suppose to go clubbing. hopefully all that was invited to join can make it (including me) i doubt that i will have any mood for it but i will try to have fun and release all my stress tonight. Never really thought that i will have such day after exam. this is the first time that i felt so sucky after exam. not during spm or pmr.... sigh...

P.s. to those who just finished their spm and stpm..have fun and enjoy to da max..!!!