happy.....?

"so wat if it hurts me, so wat if i break down...."

thats wat i hold now in my life... so wat if all the bad things happen? we will still have to live on.. so don hang on to the emotions too long...

recently celebrated my bday.... first bday without YKW... i was really happy by the way to have received some wishes from those who i really thought wouldn't wish me...

like wat ppl say... don expect too much and u will be happy...

I miss U so much... and the love i have for U just keep growing even though i don see and feel U anymore.. but somehow i will still think of U from time to time.. and yea missing U...

wat can i do?? i always ask myself that... but the answer nvr come...

i am willing to wait.... i guess...