aiyo...how can i study...?

this post is just about normal student crisis... just cant wait to finish my studies la.... i have a assignment due tmr...and i dunno shit about it... i have learned it b4 but i just cant recall...that is just a sign that i am so not ready for my STPM...and i only have like 3 months to prepare....HELP!!!!

sam and i planned to have study timetable so that we can be more disciplined and study regularly... we only gonna come out with the timetable tmr...hopefully the timetable works....i really don wanna waste my 2 yrs and get nothing out of it...i feel so stress lately...my head hurts like crazy and i am always tired even though i have enuf slp...that always happen to me when i am pressured...same thing happen to me when i am about to take my SPM last 2 yrs...haih...

its so funny..when ppl keep telling u to study, u always say u ok i will later...but u nvr study at all....then regrets when there isn't any time left for u to study...then u will panic and then flunk for exams...i have been through that so many times and nvr i change...haihz...so for all the juniors...learn from my stupidity.... better start studying...even s little bit...it helps.. trust me...now i better go off doing something beneficial to my STPM...so see ya..tc...

wat a bad day.....!!!

after school today, i was suppose to have lunch at bryan's house...which i did but b4 that something real shitty happen...danica didn't follow me to bryan's house...thank God for that...bcoz i met an accident... a car (saga) just knocked me down my bike as i were biking to bryan's house...usually i don use that road but dunno y today...so happen that the usual road i take is blocked and so i have to use another way to get there....i was riding slow and steady and suddenly this car just came out from 1 of the lanes and bump into me...my bike got some scratches from that incident...how sad...


when i reached bryan's house..i told all of them about the news..without wasting any time..danica told me to get the info from edric ( 1 of the passenger in the the saga ) and so i did...then we (dan, sam and i) move to danica's house and asked aunty dorothy ( dan's mum) to call and talk to that lady that drove the saga...that lady is just so reluctant to give her particulars...so stupid...then after about an hour we finally got to set a meet up with her to deal with things..5.30 in front of school gate...i went back home and changed...then sam, dan and her aunt...aunty devi...accompanied me to meet that lady...then we had to go to this mechanic in ss 15 to see how much it cost to repair the damage and aunty devi was with me all the time...dealing with that lady and her husband...so they found out its quite expensive there..so we moved to a workshop at ss 19 where we actually get to "seal the deal" and the husband agreed to pay rm 200 to repair my bike...even though its not a thorough repair but atleast he is willing to pay for the obvious damages...bcoz if he were to pay for everything it will cost around rm 400++ so he feels that its not worth the money...ah wat the hell..at least its better than nothing...


bcoz of this accident...i cant play badminton with ryan, ml, eugene and edre...haih....planned so hard then cant play..wat a stupid day la...but i am very thankful to my friends...sam and danica...for being such good friends...they are really my real friends...i love them...!!!! and i would like to thank aunty dorothy and aunty devi..they are super nice and i am glad that i am blessed with them in my presence...so basically that my day..i dunno y i am always getting involved in accidents...its not my fault..ppl just wanna bang me so much...wat the.....haih...fated la...

nostalgic weekend....why..?

so weird la this weekend...nothing much but....just weird... i am basically living in a home prison as my dad wouldn't allow me to do anything...i can't watch tv...nor can i go out...not even slp in the afternoon...its so boring and i cant do anything bout it...so frustrating...anyways thats not the weird part...

the weird thing is..this weekend i have been meeting most of my ex-schoolmates....its weird bcoz i have not seen them since spm...thats like 2 years ago...and now suddenly they just popped up in front of me...heng xiong...so thin erdy...he use to be the big guy in class....then there's jake...use to joke around with him in class...cool guy..but we didnt get the chance to talk as i am on my bike and he in his car...so we can only shout hi to each other....then there's wei kheng...she was just passing by when i am on the way back home...hehe...reminded me so much about schooling days...the fun old days...some of my old gang are having reunion this monday in mcd...so its like a whole nostalgic three days for me la...haha...besides that nothing much really happen...thanks to my dad....haih...nothing i can do la...so thats all for this post...tc...

feelings... do girls have them...? do boys..?

today some event made me think... is feelings important or izzit just something to make life a little more difficult....? yesterday we had a class party and a little quarrel occurred between esther and danica...basically esther wanna pack the food when everyone just started to eat...obviously its not appropriate to do so as the event only just started...so danica voiced out her opinion which most of us agreed to...but then there are also some that supports esther's actions..i meant if u wanna pack oso, pack la after awhile when its in the middle of the event or something la...


so today the 'battle' continues..and every1 is talking bout it in class...so i wrote something on the board which might have hurt someone's feelings...but i am just expressing wat i felt...thats wat i always do write on the board...boys in the class( including me...) we are also talking about it like we are a bunch of old women gossiping in the market... and i as usual will say my mind out loud without considering anyone's feelings...thats just me...so am i just so cold-blooded..or am i just trying to protect myself from getting hurt thats y i hurt ppl first...? frankly i don really know...i just feel that its fun to just be expressive instead of keeping things inside and hurt yourself...


back to the story...at the end of the day... esther apologize for her act yesterday...and i felt bad bcoz of the things i wrote on the board... then danica went and talk to esther just to sort things out and tell her wat she felt thats wrong with esther's action the other day... suddenly esther just broke down in tears...that really shocked me...bcoz all this while i always have the impression that esther doesn't care about wats revolving around her but herself...so in really open up my eyes..even if someone may seem like they are 'robot', no feelings...just work work and work... there are some small part of them that will feel hurt at times...


besides that...lately i really feel that school is such a hurtful place...every1 is trying to get on top by making ppl feel bad about themselves...or being close to some1 just to get something i return(suck-ups...) or even just by mere backstabbing..i don really get it y ppl wanna do that...do they get satisfaction from backstabbing...? or do they just feel that they are much more superior from others that they have to just tell ppl off in a rude way... i just don get it...especially with the young ppl in school (especially prefects..)...they just think that they are so good and almost perfect in everything...but ofcoz they think the world is just like that...unlike us...we have been working outside of school world...some of us even experienced other culture b4 so we know when to just shut up or when to talk crap ( although not always...ahahhaha) i just hope that they could just be a little more humble bcoz life's more than just school and friends from school...they might get themselves into trouble if they continue this...


lastly i would just wanna say...just be aware of your surroundings...ppl might be your friends in appearance but at heart u wouldn't know...i have experienced this and its really hurtful when u are so sincere but others are just making a fool out of u....its up to u to agree or disagree but just learn something from other ppl's experiences so that u wouldn't have to go through the suffer others had been through...thx for reading...chaoz...tc....

here's something to activate your humor... i recently went to this 'mamak' and the menus here are some of the menus served in that restaurant....this is the first time i actually came across this kind of names..so enjoy the "joke"...hahahah


its weird enough that they serve roti jagung but they still insist on these menus....roti milo ( omg so weird la...i usually drink milo not eat....), then there's roti horlicks and nescafe... shocking huh???


more weird roti...i actually tried 1 of them...i tried roti apple its not really weird but the name gave me a shocker at first..which also made me wanna try them...haha...

now the pic below is the funniest for me....breakfast menu...or shud i say " break fert" hahaha


wat is fresh dose man...? are they going to give me a fresh dose of some medicine or wat... actually i think they meant to say French Toast...haha see how they're linked...french and fresh...toast and dose...hahah...and wats with sand with sardin...wat are ppl eating nowadays..i have heard of clay eater(its weird but ppl do that)..now sand...? wat happen to normal food like rice and potatoes...wonder how it taste like...sand....

for this pic there's only 1 weird thing...roti plaster...am i going to be served a roti with alot of plaster bandages in them..? oh please no...im not ready...hahahah


then last and also the most shocking one...ayam dragon( pic below) firstly, i tot dragon doesn't exist..but even if they existed...i don think they are still alive now...unless the scientist got the DNA of some dragon and mix it with a chicken's...i don think its possible to have ayam dragon...!

so that's all from the weird mamak...i call it weird roti mamak...to save them from being bankrupt because of this post..i shall not tell which mamak it is...but if u wanna go u can always ask me to bring u there...hahah...thats all for now...hope u had a great laugh at these interesting menus....tc...

MUET results.....

yesterday we finally got our results...we were suppose to get our results slip at 10am but they only give it to us at 1.20pm....anyways i got my results via sms...so did some of my friends...so there's no suspense erdy la...i got band 5 and the rest of my potsy got band 4 and 1 of them even got a band 3...i was quite satisfied with my results actually but i cant really show that im happy bcoz my friends are not having the time of their lives ma...so i have to consider their feelings oso...anyways they got over it i think by playing sudoku... they actually solved quite a number of sudoku puzzles...
so at 1.20pm PN PHUNG gave me my results slip...in my class only i have bcoz the rest have gone back home...so i actually got to know my marks according to the "fields" that we were tested on... i was very very disappointed with my speaking results...i am not going to tell how much i got but i got very poor scorings for my speaking test...i don't think i did that bad on that day but i do admit that it wasn't the greatest speaking day in my life...but wat to do its over so we cant do anything bout it anymore...yea just wanna share my results with u all...hehehe

i need more SUDOKU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for a week now i've been addicted to sudoku ( a game involving numbers if u don know) i love it mna...and not only me...now my whole potsy in class is also addicted to it...haha... we will complete average around 2 puzzles a day... who would have tot that i am such a geek...i feel like a geek..haha...but who cares...i so love sudoku...maybe its just a way that can help us forget about wat had happen last tuesday...

it has been a week now that MR. GUNA have left us... today we had like a memorial thingy for him...pn. chong read like a essay about his life as far as she remembers...his jokes, laughter, smile and even the look on his face which varies each day...but still he never fail to smile at us...today we felt so empty...usually when we walk pass the corridor, somehow we would bump in to him and have a long chat or even skip class just to talk to him...but now all that are left as memories we had...and that i will cherished for the rest of my life...mr. guna we miss u so much...and hopefully u rest in peace and watch over us and ur family...especially now...when our results are coming out tmr...i know u would be so proud of us...as u know we tried our best...WE MISS U SO MUCH...!!!!

finally got to do something fun.....

finally...after all that grief...i get to go out and watch movie.... its been a long time that i've been stuck at home... so me and you know who ( for those who don't too bad....) went to pyramid to watch movie...but b4 the movie, Y.K.W. wants to get a hair cut... so i went around browsing in pyramid...old wing...theres alot of sales but nice or not i dont really know la...so i went off walking alone, bought some buns from "bread story" and then i stop by a petshop and have a look at the hamsters by the window...they're so cute...and 1 of them keep skipping over another hamster..i got it on video with my hp...so not that clear la....

after exactly 1 hour...Y.K.W. finally is done with the hair cur...although wasnt really happy with the results..but wat to do...wats done is done....so we set off to the cinema to watch 'get smart'... b4 we get to the cinema...we were stopped by the workers there bcoz we cant bring outside food inside...remember my buns... so i have to leave them by the side of the entrance..fine la...was pissed but fine...after the movie when i go and get my buns...i was ask to ahow my ticket to prove that's my things...but there isn't anything to show that that's my stuff..so the worker asked me to leave my number..then he said "u better not lie...we have cctv here..if we found out u lied, ur gonna get it...." i was damn pissed when he said that to me...first do i look like a lier...second..who would lie for a bag of buns...so stupid right..i said to him..." who would lie for a bags of buns la..." then he replied " who knows.." i just walk off after that...i practically cursed my way out of the cinema area...so angry...

back to the movie...as u can see in the poster...anne harthaway( if thats the way to spell..) is starring in the movie also...this is the first movie i watch that stars her in a comedy...haha...so don't miss it..its the best comedy movie in 2008...until now la...my favourite part in the movie is when he dances with a fat lady in Krislac's house...its hilarious man..so go watch it...u will not regret...

farewell MR.GUNA...we will miss u so much...

i got to know the news about mr. guna's death this evening...it is so devastating for me and i am sure for most of us too...but there's nothing we can do now...i will miss him so much.. the best teacher i ever had...

he is so down to earth and open minded about everything...without him in school nowadays seem so empty and quite...now that he's gone to a better place...its going to be even more empty in school...he is such a humorous person...he can just crack up a joke anytime...he is so random that his jokes caught us by surprise...there won't be another soul that is able to replace him in our lives...

he taught us so much... not only MUET..but the meaning of life...he even encouraged us to go for our dreams no matter what it is as long as it is good...and he always remind us to eat healthy...there are a few times that we ask him to go out for lunch to mcd..then he will say that its not good to eat such things...but of coz being the ignorant us...we will just go and have mcd without him...but i am sure that after this we will try to minimize the intake of junk food ( in the memory of him )

that is one of the many things that i remember of the time we shared together..of coz there are times that we gossiped about other teacher and joke around with the current issues...now it all just stays as bitter sweet memories...which i will never forget.... we will miss u so much MR. GUNA...bcoz of him we will sure cherish our lives even more now...


life
it is so temporary
it may be gone in mere seconds
or even stay as long as a hundred years
we wouldn't know

life
it is a jourey
that fills the book of life
with memories shared
with the ones we cared and love

life
just so precious
it cost more than diamonds and pearls
but if we lose it
we will not be able to get it back


this poem that i just wrote(sry that it dont rhyme..its just a burst of feelings) is to remind every1 that life is just so short so please value every single minute of our lives and cherish the people you love and those who love you.... tc every1...

thanks to all MY FRIENDS.....

lately as some of u might know, has been a little more difficult than usual...my dad lost his job... my results are not up to par... life at school is so hard with all the backstabbing going on... so basically i am just going through a very hard time now... but thankfully i have friends that really help ease my pain... i wont be mentioning names because i am afraid i miss out some names... thank you so much friends ( u know who u are)... thanks for the food, supports morally and physically, and many more...

every1 shud really value their friendship...i am really grateful that i have found such great friends and they are really true friends..not just someone that u hang out with when ur happy...but when ur in trouble they run away...so just go to ur friends and tell them how much u care and love them...and be there for them whenever they need u... remember a friend in need is a friend indeed.. hehehe so thanks once again for all that u all have done for me...only God can repay ur goodness...I LOVE YOU ALL...

keep eating...HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

earlier today our history club had a annual lunch in school...something went terribly wrong.... the canteen owner misunderstood wat we want and she decided to prepare 2 sets of meal...1 buffet is for 24 ppl...and the other is for 40... so at first we were confused..how come there are so much food on the buffet table...then we found out that there is a misunderstanding between the canteen owner and us...what can we do...we had to eat everything since we're going to pay for it...so we call everyone we know that's in the club to come even if they haven't pay...but unfortunately they cant come...can u just imagine 18 ppl eating the meal for 64 ppl..we had a few rounds and we even packed it home...all of us...haha so funny la....i am still full from that lunch till now...


then yesterday, after we visited MR. GUNA... all 5 of us went for dinner together...at the banana leaf restaurant " Nirvana Maju"...sam is just so addicted to the place..including this time she had been there for 6 times in 1 month....aiyo... but the food there is ok so we don mind going there again....so danica, pei yin, bryan, sam and i went there and eat like nobody's business...

the front of the restaurant....

the deco.... quite unique..

this is wat i ate... yeah i ate all of it myself...haha

these are the other food we had that day....damn alot right...

danica's roti something la...forgot d....

aiyo eating oso wanna pose ah....

aiyo i bet they are very hungry...hehehe

something stuck between ur teeth ah bryan...?

last picture always got me in it..haha...

after all that eating for the past few days...i think it's better if i get some exercise man..if i continue this i may be the next heavy-weight wrestler on tv...haha...so anyone of u who need a workout partner..please please count me in...haha...thats all for now...hopefully i don get myself too addicted to fatty food....tc...

be strong Mr. Guna....

today in school we received the worst news a student can get about their teacher... we get to know that our beloved MUET teacher, Mr. Guna, just got admitted to the ICU in some hospital in Putrajaya... obviously we were all overwhelmed by the situation... he fell from the ceiling of his house while checking for any leaks from the water tank, which is located above the ceiling... then dunno wat happen and he fell all the way to the floor...and had a head concussion...now he is in a critical stage...and doctors says that his chances of surviving is only 10%...everyone that he taught in school were asked to gather in the school hall to pray for him...the hall was filled with prayers and also tears... i am writing this so that all my readers can help change that and pray for him...please...we still need a good man like him in this world...

to Mr. Guna and family....even though u all cant read this but just be strong...don give up hope and just keep striving... all of us will keep praying for u all... dear readers..please pray for our beloved teacher and u will sure be blessed in the future...